Saturday, July 23, 2011

The Chains from Habits.

The chains from habits are generally too small to be felt until they are too strong to be broken.
Inside door locks will protect from the outside, outside locks can be picked or broken.

Hearts and minds can be locked up, or chained down

Chains are for support and for security; if chains are not put on gently items can be scratched and damaged. Some damaged items can be repaired and buffed out, but other damages can be permanent.

In most minds when ones think of chains, they think of being tied or held down without freedom to move.
But chains can be thought of something that can hold ones together for help and safety for protection and strength.

God created a place of security that He could help protect His creations.
God used His Spirit to link or hold together His bond with His creation of Mankind.
By linking Heaven with all His creations, God goal was to have a peaceful dwelling place with man to enjoy all the wonderful beauty of life.
This was the foundation of the life of God.

When God created Adam and Eve, He gave them the ability to enjoy Paradise, and liberty to move around in the Garden as they pleased.
God did not create man to be shackled down but have a free will of choice.

A chain that has a link that might be weak while tension is upon it, before it would completely break you would add an extra piece to strengthen before it would break apart.
By increasing or adding links does not mean the old chain was not developed right. It was added to become stronger.

A habit can be another form of a chain. The chains of a habit are generally too small to be felt until they are too strong to be broken.

Keeping chains on after forgiveness or been forgiven, sometimes creates a mental bondage without the ability to live in peace.

Putting chains and locks on you or on others and to let go is sometimes harder than being released or delivered.
Finding the keys to unlock knowing what keys to use is another process.

There are different locks that are used by ones. There is a lock that locks from inside and one that is a double sided key lock. There are slide locks and chain locks that are used.
A combination lock does not have need of a key, but it is necessary to cipher the right figure for it to open.

When it comes to your heart what kind of lock is attached to your heart.
It does take the right key or combination to let ones into your heart.
Does your heart only have an inside slide lock, due to being overprotected or paranoid?
What is really tough, is trying to open a lock from within after losing the key on purpose.
Doors that have double sided locks can be the best to use, so you can unlock to get out or ones you have given the ability to open the door when you need help they would be able to assist you in time of need.
God has the only master key and He went into the world to open up doors for ones to come and serve him.

From the tabernacle in the wilderness unto the church’s the apostles built, majority were structures that had no doors, and the ones that did have doors probably did not have locks to secure from entering or leaving.

God’s idea of a connection with Man to be by his side in peace, but do to the disobedience of the direct commandment Adam was given, the complete link to Heaven Adam has was broke.

Man will sometimes bring forth a yoke and servitude upon ones, but by Christ coming he gave man an option to be free to serve Him without being held back from the past.


Christ did not tell the Gentiles come unto me or else,
He said some unto me, meaning my arms are open to help lead you to my Father.
Christ did not demand love!
He gave the option unto each individual for their decisions to be made.

In Haggai He is referring to step back and study the perspective or viewpoint of the church and people, and where they are spiritually.
Hag. 1:5 think of the way you are going and where you are at?
By bringing in little you are not getting ahead, “consider you ways”

The lack of success, go and reach out to help construct this building.
By ones responding to perform this task, God will bless the effort.

The glory of His house will be magnified through the brightness of Christ’s spirit within us, through love and charity in our lives.
Concern for others and not in attitude of selfishness, is displaying God’s spirit in our lives.
Chains are sometimes upon us due to an emotion of fear, guilt, and displeasure of our own mind set.
An act of guilt or anger can bring upon a feeling of pressure or mental stress, and discomfort.

Forgiveness is the mental, emotional, and spiritual process of letting go of resentment, indignation, or anger against another person for a perceived offense, difference, or mistake. It can also mean ceasing to demand punishment or restitution for transgressions, real or imagined. Although forgiveness may be granted without any expectation of compensation, and without any response on the part of the offender, it is sometimes necessary for the offender to offer some form of acknowledgment, apology, or restitution; this can often open the way for the person who perceives to be wronged to feel empowered to forgive.

Opening your heart is like opening a lock, one type of key is the only way for it to work.
A combination lock can only be opened by the one with the original code.
If the figures or original key form due not correspond match up precisely it will not open.

Feelings of the heart and mind are expressed through actions.
By giving or holding back is how are feelings are understood or brought forth.

God created feelings of expression, but originally He showed feeling of love and concern for mankind.
How many times did God express forgiveness upon Israel and has expressed upon my life?
The act of forgiveness can only be brought forth through love and charity, and compassion towards others.

Monday, July 4, 2011

Different Perspectives

There have been famous artists through the years and some of the paintings they have displayed all have come through a picture in the mind of every artist.
Rembrandt and Picasso both could be looking at an object and both of them may see something different than the other. The object never changed but the perspective they expressed to let others see from different viewpoints. They would use the same brushes, canvas and paint but each one would come out a little different.
Over all their came goal was to paint the same object. Even with exactly the same items the outcome would still be a little different. A view would be the difference. That would not mean either one is better than the other, but their goals were the same.
Each artists skills have their own insight of pictures in their minds, their own projection how objects look unto them. Opinions of each artist can bring forth a deeper insight to be able to express the true beauty of an object or picture scene.
In music the famous musical artist’s skills and abilities are different. In the case of Mozart and Bach had their own insight on how an orchestra should sound. While each had their own way of hearing and seeking and using their abilities, they were all still referred to as great musicians. With the same sheet music, the musical numbers may not sound alike from each orchestra; each one was still precise and unique.
In sports each team has their own manager or coach to help guide them to become a complete ball player. Every coach has their own duty or job to bring to light how everyone can play there position correctly. The manager has his duty to see if all operations are being overseen or performed properly. Commonly each owner will be the one to take disciplinary actions if a manager if there has not operated his tasks properly, the owner will always have the final conclusion. Players on their own free will still have to respond to the guidance they have been shown.
What is the same for all teams is follow the rules of the game. Even though managers do not write the rules, each one has to follow the precepts written from the same original book.
After searching God’s word, you can see the writers had a common goal, and that was to spread God’s word to the best as possibly can and with the gift God has blest them with.
Different dispensations searched God’s word using the language of their own time.
The bible has been written in Hebrew, Aramaic, Greek, Latin, and in the most recent time in English. Each translation was understood in each dispensation of language of time. Even if everyone is not able to read only one translation, what is common among each of these writings is the conclusion of the book is the same
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Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Giving and Sharing

Giving frees us from the familiar territory of our own needs by opening our mind to the unexplained worlds occupied by the needs of others."

Give- Pay, contribute, donate, produce, yield, bestow,
Each action is desired and most accepted.
The return of positive expressions is very well desired.
The respect of feelings is shown through verbal gratitude,
is a great way to show a heart of love and attention.

"We make a living by what we get, but we make a life by what we give."

Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around.

Does God really give us the answer, or does he enlighten our eyes or and quicken our minds and hearts to help us choose to make the right decision. That would still be called our choice.

You give but little when you give of your possessions. It is when you give of yourself that you truly give.

"Before you speak, listen. Before you write, think. Before you spend, earn. Before you invest, investigate. Before you criticize, wait. Before you pray, forgive. Before you quit, try. Before you retire, save.
Before you blame, research. Before you speak, listen. Before you die, give. Before you answer, study. Before you judge, check yourself.”

Do not be afraid to give your best to what seemingly are small jobs. Every time you conquer one it makes you that much stronger. If you do the little jobs well, the big ones will tend to take care of themselves.

It is rare indeed that people give. Most people guard and keep; they suppose that it is they themselves and what they identify with themselves that they are guarding and keeping, whereas what they are actually guarding and keeping is their system of reality and what they assume themselves to be.
God’s greatest gift was shown through the gift of His Son, and through His Spirit.

All God desires in return is our lives through love and submission.
We make a living from what we receive; we make a life by what we give.

“Happiness is not so much in having or sharing. We make a living by what we get, but we make a life by what we give.”

Monday, May 23, 2011

Comfort Zone

A dream is your creative or developed vision for your life in the future. You must break out of your current comfort zone and become comfortable with the unfamiliar and the unknown.

Spiritual outlook for the future is movement and not being stagnant.

If you put yourself in a position where you have to stretch outside your comfort zone, then you are forced to expand your consciousness.

We tend to be held back from our goals by the simplicity of our comfort zones, but just how comfortable are we? Would we not be more content living in our dreams?

My experience is that you cannot have everything you want but you can anything you really want, you just need to decide what it is and then plan your exit from the comfort zone.

If you do not step out of your comfort zone and face your fears, the number of situations that make you uncomfortable will keep growing.

If you're in a comfort zone, afraid to venture out, remember that all winners were at one time filled with doubt.

Christ coming down from Heaven was a venture.

What really did Christ think?

Being spirit-led was and is the way we are shown by Christ.

The point is to stop letting fear make your decisions and start making them yourself. It will take some time to get used to this new way of thinking, but before long you will automatically begin questioning your fear and stop letting it control you. Once that happens, there is no telling the levels of success and happiness you can reach!

Another reason is that people are not ready for change in their lives. They would prefer to stay where they are in life and just hope that something grand comes their way in the very near future. If that sounds like you, then you are in for an unknown wait. Life does not wait for anyone, but spiritually you need to increase and grow and move on.

Being successful in life will require you to make some adjustments, permanent changes, and have the ability to remain steadfast and persistent while stepping out of your comfort zone.

Moving 2,000 miles across the country was definitely a test of faith.

The Children of Israel desired to go back to captivity rather than using faith and desiring God’s will.

Again, the way to shift through a fear is to feel the fear and take action anyway. To expand past the comfort zone, one is to come to a place of acceptance that the anxiety is just a natural stage and to take action in faith and love even if the fear and anxiety are there. For fear and anxiety are illusions of consciousness. To fear is to be free from ever being where love is present. Meditation, being centered within in continued faith will ease this anxiety to where eventually you will see there was nothing to fear. We create conflict when we are scared to grow and change.

Why are minds scared to change? Because we often feel that we are unable to be strong enough to cope with greater responsibilities? We believe in illusions such as that we are low in self-esteem and self-love and therefore punish our souls because we feel we are unworthy. The universal truth is that we are scared to change because we believe we are unworthy of Love. We think, "Who am I to be more spiritual?"

My Grandfather was truly one to watch a daily regiment of healthy food intake.

Throughout his life he spent time studying how to treat your body through natural nutrition.

He always referred to the nutrients of God’s creation; all the natural ingredients that were placed upon this planet are for our enjoyment and good pleasure.

God’s assistance to man’s knowledge to medicine was another thought of my Grandfather's.


But even with the understanding of holistic health, other procedures may be necessary. My Grandfather tried His best to treat physical conditions himself on many occasions.

In one case in His life, He was having difficulties with His gallbladder.

A continual treatment of herbs and supplements was tried, but eventually an emergency procedure was needed.

Even though He had faith in God and in His own knowledge in holistic ingredients, they still did not provide the necessary needs for His gallbladder difficulties, which then lead to an emergency surgery.

A removal of his gallbladder was critical after the natural frenzy took place.

Even with the understanding of God’s healing power and experiences, he allowed this procedure to take place out of necessity.

My Grandfather had to remove Himself from His natural comfort Zone of lifestyle for His problem to be resolved. God gives man the ability to be able to control his life through diet and exercise.

In regards to God’s creations of all natural substances, we must expand our knowledge and faith in more than just what is natural.

God did give man the knowledge to create more within our own thoughts and resources.

Nutrition is crucial for overall well-being and health. A balanced diet helps the body function properly and build a defense against harmful diseases and conditions. Lack of nutrients hurts the body internally and affects the body externally.
Food provides the energy and essential nutrients for your body. carbohydrates, proteins, fats, minerals, trace elements, and vitamins. The correct balance is very important in preventing the development of diseases, some of which are life-threatening. A diet consisting of essential nerve-building vitamins, blood-building minerals, gland-stimulating protein, and hormone-nourishing unsaturated fatty acids will give you good nutritional health.

Some of the benefits of eating good food improved intelligence, memory and mood, increased energy and resistance to stress, achieving peak physical performance, turning back the clock, fighting infections naturally, detoxing your body, defeating allergies, reducing fat, etc. The healthier you are, the better you can resist illness and disease. A mineral-rich diet helps condition you for optimum health, and a shortage of just one mineral can disrupt the harmony and balance of your system.

Not every dietary supplement or routine is for everyone. There are ones that need to watch their blood sugar levels. Some need a strong balance of protein for assisting muscle growth.

In many cases there may be a need for calcium increase through dairy products.

Overall, the need to follow a guideline will assist ones own lifespan.

In the case of spiritual well-being, spiritual nutrients are necessity.

Just like a newborn infant, the mother’s nutrients are needed.

Her natural milk is a must, 1 Pet. 2:2

Spiritual water is a must for growth.

As maturity and spiritual growth increases, strong meat and protein is a must.

As the child increases in growth from toddler into adulthood, parents can lay a foundation of a nutritious diet.

As they turn into teenagers, then to full development, it will be up to each one to make the choice to follow a dietary nutritional lifestyle.

And as adulthood arrives, a continual diet and exercise routines are needed to maintain a healthy and an optimistic healthy life.

Sunday, May 15, 2011

What is really Love?

Love is a strong and emotional feeling for one. The first memories of Love I can recall, both of my Parents expressing their feelings, By telling me and by wrapping their arms around me with security through love. Even at an infant’s stage, the child’s mind can feel the expression of love from their parents. The feeling was created to give and to receive. The professing of love is detrimental to ones life. As a plant needs water, a person needs Love. Without water the plant will die. And a Person without love, or feels loved Mankind has no hope. In the case of suicide, the common denominator is lack of feeling Loved and Respected. Enjoyment is prompted by a loving feeling or caringfor ones andwhat you do. Satisfaction is a necessity of life. A common thought about a daily employment “I hate my Job”. What really creates that thought, a lack of desire or pleasure? Finding a job you enjoy or the feeling of appreciation is a need. The same goes for a Marriage. Finding a companion that will fulfill your needs and interests will be one of the main reasons to enjoy life. But finding your Creator is the most important way to feel your life is complete. When you get to the point when you do not feel like you can reach out and touch the one you need during tough times, who moved? You need to feel excitement and pleasure, when you walk into the doors of your Home, or you’re Church. “Am I really doing my job or keeping the trust the other one needsfor me to keep peace and fulfillment in our relationship”. In the feeling of love, respect is a key factor. Keeping or finding that 1st love, my memory was trying to spend all the time I could just to be with that person. There is no roomfor selfishness, sharing is a necessity. And not sharing the wrong thoughts of your mind, blaming the other person will get you nowhere. Cutting off ones hands during disagreements, could be detrimental when you need hand to help you up after falling down. During the thought of disagreement, start resolving the issue with a love and kindness. As a child is being raised, or the birthing of a newborn baby, Correction with care and mercy is a must. Love will lastforever, but discouragement and wrong correction will damage and scar ones permanently.

Thursday, April 14, 2011

the Word used by all Creatures

There is one word that is used by every creature.
It is expressed in many ways, that word is “Love”.
The foundation of all life is love.
The diversity of this word is amazing.
Love is a rendition of comfort that brings peace within.

One of the main messages that comes through loud and clear from studying our Bible is the extreme importance that God the Father is placing on that everyone learn how to love Him, love ourselves, love one another, and to even go as far as to be able to love our enemies and those who will try and hurt us.
You can be the greatest man of God and have some of the greatest gifts of God flowing through you – but if you are not walking with all of this in the spirit of love and humility, it will have all been for naught.
Love is a word that can be taken without full comprehension.
Love can be used selfishly or by giving from the heart.
Love is used as an action verb or just a verb.

The understanding of love can bring success to a family, marriage,
employment and in friendships.
You can give without loving, but you cannot love without giving.

Ones say that the foundation of God is his spirit. Others may say it is His word. But if we look into the root source of God it is love.
1 John 4: 7,8.
The first action that God created was Christ, His first love.
The representation that Christ desire to have upon this earth,
Will be expressed through a host of people that has been referred to
as the church of Philadelphia , the church of “brotherly love”.

His church will have in their hearts love towards all mankind.
They will have the desire to help and reach out to ones through,
love and charity.

When the restoration of Israel will take place, it will only be due
to Israel excepting Jesus as their Messiah in love.

The word love really controls our daily lives,
It will be shown through the act to God and His Son.
Love will be shown in our work our health and in helping to serve others.

Love can be shown in hate, destruction, bitterness, theft, violence,
judgment and in immorality.
Love is a desire and it can be used for evil.
Desire is one longing or has adoration for.


What are the goals we desire in serving God?
\Ones has desires to have power authority and wealth.
What is in the will of God for me?

We can lose our first love,
Our original desire or longing for.

Everyone has memories of our childhood.
Having a mother prepare her homemade cookies,
Having a mother or grandmother that create or prepare something
to please our taste buds.
What was special about their cooking it was fresh, right out of the stove.

Other memories of love, was waiting for my father or mother to come home from long day at work.
Desiring to go over to my grandparent’s home,
Another ambition was anticipation of a vacation.

But my number one passion is still when my first love walks through the door from long day at work, and the feeling passion as we embrace is still true love to me.
Unconditional love is acceptance and forgiveness. It is not accepting unacceptable behaviour. Forgiveness is a compassionate understanding of self and others struggle for self-love.
Though unconditional love says: "I love you for who you are and all of who you are striving to become", also says "I forgive you for your transgressions in your struggle to become. I love you and want to be with you, but in order to "be" with me, you must amend the behaviour which prevents true connection".
Healthy relationship is a mutually expansive dynamic interplay and not a power-over dynamic. It takes both people in the relationship to understand the right use of real love. That it is about compassion, love, forgiveness and acceptance; but not an invitation to abuse power believing that no matter what the behaviour, one will continue to be embraced in relationship with their spouse without having to amend the behaviour that is being forgiven.
Each and every emotion that we experience as humans is merely a sub-category of the Ever so powerful essence of Love. Unconditional Love is the power that delivers to you WHATEVER it is that you ask for. It is both crucial and necessary to develop the awareness of exactly HOW these things are attracted and received if you are to ever effectively begin attracting to you those things that you most desire to have in your life.
Many have come to believe that it is specifically through spoken prayer that you communicate to the Source. It has become my belief that it is not that which you ask for through your human and physical words, but rather through your resonance which is determined by the emotions that you choose for yourself.
When you balance your mind and open your heart you experience unconditional love and whoever you love automatically loves you equally in return. When love is genuine one person does not have more or less love to share, unlimited love is pure equality.
Conditional love is not love, it is dictatorship. Unequivocal love does not mean you do whatever you want whenever you want to, that’s called being selfish. Absolute love requires one to have a balanced point of view, a vision that includes future generations, and a plan to go with it. The power of love requires that we tune into something bigger than ourselves.
It is impossible to experience unmitigated love without a balanced point of view. Every imbalance in the human mind can be balanced if one knows the questions to ask. So long as the mind is focused on what it does not like or want it will attract more of that. As long as the mind is focused on how much better it would be if… the mind will not come to be poised in love. Whatever is distracting us from the outside is a reflection of an unresolved personal issue on the inside. When we become balanced inside our own mind we feel balanced about others and the world around us. Love is never dependent on what is going on outside of our awareness. Love has everything to do with our own thoughts, feelings and opinions. Nobody can love for another person or stop another person from experiencing unlimited love. It is a personal responsibility to learn to love and to tap into the love and light that is all around us, all the time.
Can anyone really comprehend "infinite" love? It seems the love that parents have for their children is as close to unmitigated love as we can get without the help of God's love in our lives. We continue to love our children through good times and bad, and we do not stop loving them if they do not meet the expectations we may have for them. We make a choice to love our children even when we consider them unlovable; our love does not stop when we don't "feel" love for them. This is similar to God's love for us, but as we shall see, God's love transcends the human definition of love to a point that is hard for us to comprehend.

God is Love, and His love is very different from human love. God's love is unequivocal, and it's not based on feelings or emotions. He does not love us because we're lovable or because we make Him feel good; He loves us because He is love. He created us to have a loving relationship with Him, and He sacrificed His own Son (who also willingly died for us) to restore that relationship.

Original Love is the first love felt by every soul upon creation. It is the pure love of God instilled in each soul. Before anything else each soul began with Original Love.
Authentic Love is the juice, the driver, the force and the energy; that is what we come with and what we leave with. In the middle of the coming and going, it is hard to detect or believe in love. The writings are the reminder to my soul that there is love, all the time and everywhere.

Feeling love is not a luxury for some people to enjoy. It is a need. Yes, you need to feel love feelings to enjoy your life and to stay healthy. If your traumatic energy is not released, your over activated nervous system will keep your body tense, and stressed. You know that is not healthy, and in the long run it will undoubtedly result in a chronic illness, you will wish you never got. Please take some action now to keep yourself healthy and full of joy for life.

You can release traumatic energy and regain love feelings. Integrated Healing Energy Techniques are very powerful. Once you learn how to release traumatic energy, you will be able to heal yourself. Trauma recovery will no longer be a mystery to you. PTSD symptoms will disappear and a life full of love and positive feelings will replace the trauma.
If you desire a more permanent healing of energy and love, you can find the connection with God and His beloved Son.
Being consistent with love toward my family and friends and God, should be a goal for achievement

What really is Love?
Love is a strong and emotional feeling for one.
The first memories of Love I can recall, both of my Parents expressing their feelings,
By telling me and by wrapping their arms around me with security through love.
Even at an infant’s stage, the child’s mind can feel the expression of love from their parents.
The feeling was created to give and to receive.
The professing of love is detrimental to ones life.
As a plant needs water, a person needs Love.
Without water the plant will die.
And a Person without love, or feels loved Mankind has no hope.
In the case of suicide, the common denominator is lack of feeling Loved and Respected.
Enjoyment is prompted by a loving feeling or caring for ones and what you do.
Satisfaction is a necessity of life.

A common thought about a daily employment “I hate my Job”.
What really creates that thought, a lack of desire or pleasure?
Finding a job you enjoy or the feeling of appreciation is a need.
The same goes for a Marriage.
Finding a companion that will fulfill your needs and interests will be one of the main reasons to enjoy life.
But finding your Creator is the most important way to feel your life is complete.
When you get to the point when you do not feel like you can reach out and touch the one you need during tough times, who moved?
You need to feel excitement and pleasure, when you walk into the doors of your Home, or you’re Church.
“Am I really doing my job or keeping the trust the other one needs for me to keep peace and fulfillment in our relationship”.
In the feeling of love, respect is a key factor.
Keeping or finding that 1st love, my memory was trying to spend all the time I could just to be with that person.
There is no room for selfishness, sharing is a necessity.
And not sharing the wrong thoughts of your mind, blaming the other person will get you nowhere.
Cutting off ones hands during disagreements, could be detrimental when you need hand to help you up after falling down.
During the thought of disagreement, start resolving the issue with a love and kindness.
As a child is being raised, or the birthing of a newborn baby,
Correction with care and mercy is a must.
Love will last forever, but discouragement and wrong correction will damage and scar ones permanently.

Monday, April 11, 2011

Built upon Decisions.

Christ’s will have a Church that will be able to reach to all hearts of mankind.
The Church will be able to help ones in time of need.
His Church will be a place for ones with instability in their families and lives.
The only way His Church will be complete is if Love is the foundation of life.
Areas of Hate, Bitterness, Jealousy and will not be able to have a part in His Kingdom.
His Church will be like Abraham, “a Friend of God."
God created Man with a mindset of having children who will be coheirs with his Son. (Rom. 8:17)
After the fall, God never changed His idea for his Family to reign with Him,
to have the ability for a Spirit-filled Church, all in one accord to do His will.
God's intentions for His people are to to have them share and enjoy His creations with His Son. For them to live eternally is his whole objective.
Studying the mistakes from ancestors should show me the path not to follow.
The past should be the guide in my life. Wrong decisions are easy to judge when I did not have to give or come up with the answer.
What lies behind us and what lies before us are small matters compared to what lies within us.
Looking behind will just be stumblingblocks for the path ahead. Change is to be made for trying to correct any past failures or faults.
Fearing change will never let me get ahead.
The pathways. successes, and mistakes of my Forefathers should be an easy guide to live by.

In finances, the only way to get ahead financially is by correcting my wrong ways of mishandling of my funds, seeing what is more important to spend my money on, determining wat is necessary and what is not.
Investing for the future is a good plan.
In some investments you make, you will never see the prosperity of that decision until the investment flourishes, and that takes time.
Your broker will guide you, but it is still your decision to buy or sell.
When I would invest without corresponding with my broker, and my investment could turn out to be a bad decision,
It would not be my broker's fault that I made the wrong decision; it would be mine.
My broker is just my guide, not my decision-maker.
Finally when my debt is paid off and my checkbook is balanced,
Then the decisions will be shown as success or not.
The success or oversights of my broker will guide me into the need for re-investments.
After all that, I will feel thankful for the ones to show me how to budget.
But it still took me being studious and conservative with my money.
Most of all, no one else could have done it for me.
It took me to make up my mind to be successful.